Jesus and Loneliness
Daniel is gone now.
...sigh....
It has been so amazing to have him here. He brought such life to our community, to our church, to our small groups. We got to witness explosive life be released. I've rarely seen God use someone in such a unique way. In only a couple of months God used Daniel to bring release and freedom not just to our family, not just our church but to many. Saskatchewan, Red Deer, Calgary, Edmonton... and the circles of influence move out from there... they continue to move.
We put him on the airplane this afternoon with only minor ripples. We had to rush him into the check in area only to have him sit in the airport until past 3:00pm. We left him at 1:00. Being stuck in the US Departures area of the Edmonton airport is less then exciting, let me tell you. I am well familiar with it. So to get stuck there for over two hours isn't what I'd call a good time.
So now I donate another deep friend back to Redding. Redding needs to share more.
I was reminded of the fierce closeness of friendship one can have. I miss that a lot. It can only happen when one is deep in the spirit and has authentic relationship with God Himself.
After we dropped Daniel off at the airport check in counter and he walked into customs I turned and began to talk with Jesus. The one thing that has really been beneficial after leaving Redding and my friends there is the need to walk that much closer with the Lord. He really is our source of love and acceptance. He really is the only one who can fill that hole we all feel.
When we feel the void that much stronger, we have the choice to walk that much closer to our Jesus. We can either feel the loneliness, or we can change that feeling of loneliness to energy of getting that much closer with our Savior.
This really can be a wonderful thing.
I miss my friend. I really love Jesus. These two things are wonderful.
4 Comments:
I so agree with you my friend. There is something about being alone that either propels us closer to Christ or pulls us deep into sadness. I have the season of loneliness regularly in my life and God told me He allows it so I can cultivate true reliance and complete trust in Him. wow, that gives purpose to the pain...
1:40 PM
In so many words Thank YOU my friend, and thank you Abba for my older Brother.
1:54 PM
I enjoyed this blog very much Kayle. I need more of Jesus. I hung out with Daniel and Mellisa and Erica last night. I have not known Danieil that well but he is very fun and I hope we get to hang out again. Glad to hear that you will be traveling much and ejoying life. Bless you.
4:24 PM
this has been my life this past year and half...
4:16 PM
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