Crap

I just finished reading the book, "Blue Like Jazz."

Chelsea told me about it a long time ago and I should have listened to her sooner.

I just finished watching the intro movie.

I'm now sitting here crying.

I need to go into public right now. Last time I felt like this I cried in all my friend's faces. This time I'm going to cry in my chair at Raw and hopefully love my friends in that place for real for the first time again.

Go watch the video.